I think that in my life, the most influential theoretical idea that i continue to attempt to practise, they say practise makes perfect is one of being centre: This has been/should have been the disability movements response to the social model and it pretty much has been with varying success in terms of practise but it really is changing my life and has guided/mis guided most of my decisions in the last couple of years especially when i remember.
This weekend i put out an anonymous as a black, BBW on her period looking for “casual sex” and problem of being horny, not feeling sexy, going clubing to find someone etc: DONE. I got so many replies and i am happy to say that my stable of dicks to service/for servicing has been replenished to the fullest and theses are men that usually have thing for what i am so no need to worry about fatphobia at least not in the ways that one would expect.
The first guy was very very lean but was sensual and downright pleasant to be around, and wanted to chill and hangout FOREVER. All in all it was a healthy, mature , sexual experience for me: which is really all i was looking for.
I’m still working on the female side of things but noone seems to be responding on that front, we’ll see
to be continued….
