Archive for October, 2009
queer naija alliance!!… :)
are you claiming fat?
just a quick rant. I have to have this one female lover of mine who was skinner than me, i’m not even on the larger scale of FAT, I’m a size 20, back then used to be an 18, closer to 17 actually, anyways this woman was NEVER more than a 16 in her late thirties and ALWAYs claimed FATness, yes she wasn’t skinny, true she wasn’t a size 8, 10, or even a 12 but there is no dount whatsoever in my mind that she was a size 18 MAX, not that i’m the fat police BUT that was the skinniest i’d EVER be, i mean i did come down to a 14 but that was facilitared by a bunch of fucked up choices…
I just think its funny in this times of postmodern socalled radical feminist performance cos none of it is more than that, from where i’m sitting…that people are desperate to seek out anbd claim ”oppression “ or victimhood. In her case it is partucularly mindfuckling because she spoke a game about personal responsibility and accountability while utilizing and exploitating her priviledge position amongets other les privileged folk than her to encourage them to realize thier agency and realize thier full potential, be her, act her, believe her, do her…if u dont understand me. Its ok, just a nte on the contradictory predatory behaviour of some sadly older supposed radical feminists i know, from a bitter disullusioned once- minion and pedetalizer…who was really only seeking mentorship, support and guuidance…sucjh is life in queer community. I trust that i will continue to dream.
If this post make ABSOLUTELY no sense to you, its cool, i’m more trying to make a note to myself
